I not the madman. I began to consider simply that in many messages "comments" whether because so all is clear whether because the brain does not demand are not necessary. It would not be desirable to be engaged desings any more, I mean, as I was engaged, meanwhile. Or it would be desirable. I was not defined yet. And I write it on English because in Russian it is impossible. And so much strange it would be desirable to write, but the ear is ill, here strange and bad business a little, I read about small Erni whom treated psychoanalysis, and I think - I like to stand in the bottom of a ladder, thinking that above, in the dark, one million more steps is so... Cheerfully.